5/9/2025:
OUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH IM PISSED OFF!!!!!!!IM PISSED TF OFF!!!!OUGHHHOIFHOAHAL!!!!
literally..no fucking reaosn broe....total woman moment ough.....i literally dont know whadda hell is wrong with me mang. I woke up today wanting to kill!!! I wanna kill!! I'm in such a bad mood bro, i need to shape my shit up before going into work dude or else i will be crashing out.

5/8/2025:
waaaaaaaaa good fucking morning!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it's thursday, bitches. I love thursdays, they make me feel crazy for some reason.
I pulled the trigger and played Aneurism IV last night with my husband! At first, it kinda stunk; for some reason a bunch of stinkers were on and were making it kind of a horrible experience. I tried again later on tho, and all the fucking party bois were on, bc i had a ball of a time!!
I didnt actually get a chance to play as a banker, like i wanted to, but it was actually kind of fun playing as a prole (the basic citizen role).
No one really expects anything of you as a prole, and you can just kind of fuck off lmao.

5/7/2025:
wee good morning! I woke feeling really good today :)
not a whole lot to report from yesterday...I tried out Oblivion yesterday, and it was pretty cool so far! I'm liking the experience. I didnt get too too far into the story just yet, but I'm excited to play more!
I've also decided on buying Anuerism! I'm gonna buy it tonight and try playing it a little bit. I'm really wanting to try out playing the banker job, it looks like fun to be in charge of all the money :)

5/6/2025:
rise and shine kingdom brothers..o77another day on this wretched and wonderful world. yesterday was kind of just a mundane day, not too bad tho! we found this game that i kind of wanna try now called anuerism iv! its kind of like Dark RP but actually good.
My husband and one of our friends tried it out last night, and my husband stayed up way too late playing it. I wanna try it out too, but im a little hesitant since its best experienced with VC, but i have a femoid voice u_u the server my husband was playing on seemed pretty chill, surprisingly, so i think i might just swallow my pride and give it a shot to have fun anyway. if anything i can just cyberbully anyone being a pest teehee

5/5/2025:
Good morning :) it's monday kingdom brothers, that means its time to go back to my goddamn job :)!!!
i feel like i cant really complain all that much about my job since I just kinda sit around and do the same shit i do at home. it still kind of feels a little unfufilling, like, there's more i could be doing that i actually like doing. idk, its kind of dumb. anyway, i want to try playing some oblivion this week! i've had the game for a bit, but havent actually broken into it yet! i'm excited to ehe!!

5/4/2025:
I wanted to do this every morning, but I got caught up coding my writing page i forgot OUGH!!! At least I didnt forget to write at all today!:) nothing much happened today, took one of our cats to the vet, saw my grandparents, shopped for food, all that kind of shit!! it's always kind of interesting visiting my grandparents, my papa seems to like talking to my husband more than me nowadays, but i'm more worried about making sure my mimi is happy; and she's happiest talking to me :)
now i just be enjoying beer sunday babey!! i love drinkin beer on a sunday!!!!Anyways, here's a doodle of my dumb fucking cat!

5/3/2025:
Yay! My journal is finally up! I want to try and log here daily! I've been wanting to do a daily journal for the longest time, I used to do a physical one but my attention span is so bad lol. I'm hoping since I'm on the computer a majority of the time, this will be easier for me to stay consistant with!
About my thoughts for this morning, me and my husband talked a lot about the rise of AI and how people that put it on a pedestal over human artists is kinda fucking lame. He showed me a little animation that used audio of two older gentlemen that reitred from the NYC sanitation department. The way the audio was so sincere in how these two talked about their lives and experiences made me cry like a baby XD.
It just really reminded me of how much I love humanity quq